Monday, August 15, 2005
warning: foul mood. so, this post will mainly content complaints. nth but them.i am soooo pissed off at the moment. i just got to the table to study for my a&p RETEST on wednesday. den my dearest dad chased me away, saying he has got some work to do and also that he wants to teach my beloved brother. den i went like: how about me? i dun need to study meh?. den he asked me to go to the COFFEE TABLE and study! this isnt the first time!
argghh! i dunno if i am over-reacting or anything. but the thing is, things are gonna be like that forever because of my dad's job and that my brother is having his PSLE this year. and he's gonna continue chasing me away. dat means i no need to study at all lah! i come back home around 6 everyday. if i were to eat bathe everything. it'll be 7.30. and den my brother starts immediately. so i gotta wait till 10, before i can start. umm.. i feel so whiney and inferior. i mean, yah. tt guy has got PSLE, its impt etc etc. but wth!
i am so tempted to stay at home already. i mean, i am like so lost with whats going on in school. i dun understand what phoon or lim says most of the time. at least a&p if i read up i understand for tt moment. if i dun understand biochem, thats it, i'm lost like forever!!! at the rate i'm going, i most probably must repeat modules esp A&P!
